As the plane pulled away from the terminal on our recent flight west, my eyes filled with tears and I had to pull out a kleenex from my pocket, as I realized: I can't say that any more: I have no mother to travel "home" to any more. And to say "Take me home safe to my dad," while accurate, seemed a bit jarring after so many years.
"Take me home safe," I finally repeated to myself instead. (Works both going there and coming "home" to the Toronto area too.)
You can find more of this week's #MicroblogMondays posts here.

Sending hugs. Those little realisations are among "the hundreds of little griefs" we experience around loss. (The only useful comment a counsellor ever made to me!) They're hard to deal with, as they crop up unexpectedly. I'm having a lot of them right now.
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you are home safe now.